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Hey everybody! Well, this is kind of a long story, but I'll try to skip alot of the extra parts to save some time. Anyway, I've always had a tough time trusting people..lets just say that the people that I should have been able to trust in life always seem to let me down in some form or fashion. But eventually I met this guy and decided that maybe I could put myself out there and trust someone. Well, we got very serious and dated for 3 years. Throughout that time I lost sight of many of the things that were important to me, he became less of a confidant and more of a dictator. I wasnt allowed to talk to my family or friends or even go out. Life became more of a chore than an adventure. Needless to say, this guy became abusive..and after so long enough was enough and I finally got the courage up to leave him. Long story short...this whole thing has changed me forever, I barely even recognize myself...I find that I am a stranger even to myself. I try to act like nothing is wrong and that life keeps going on, but the reality is that I miss him, and I always will..even though we obviously werent meant to be together. I'm glad that I had those experiences, it has taught me many things..some good and some not so good! The only thing I truly regret is the new barriers that I have put up agains the world...I am slowly becoming more and more reclusive because the only person I truly trust is myself.
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Posted by lwall87 on 2007-11-05 07:59:50 | Rating: | Views: 68
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