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Where do we buy a clean slate that we need so badly? TO whipe away all those tears that I cried so sadly? I need a fresh start, but I want it with you, I need to earse this unneccessary drama we've been going through. Time heals all wounds or so they've said, But what happens when new wounds are raising the dead?? We need a clean slate because we're sinking fast, we need to agree to let go of the past, stop and think take time to try, salvage what we have before time passes us by.
My Letter to Him:
Can we start fresh? Can we stop blaming everything that goes wrong on eachother. I'll stop blaming you and you stop balming me, and let's make a little effort. Let's bring this back because all I see is it getting worse and worse. We fight daily, neight one of us acts like we even like the other one anymore. We snap at eachother, we're all over the place, one minute we like eachother and the next we're arguings over the stupdiest things, like a comment you made or a question I asked. It's not fair to eachother to spend our lives in turmoil. and maybe that's why you don't want to be around me hardly at all, which results in me feeling like I'm wasting my time on someone who doesn't even care about me because he doesn't even want to be around me. And then we just keep going in circles. We have this break in our communication. We don't talk about things, anything, little or big and then it all just comes out. I feel like I don't even know you, and how am I ever going to get to know you, I mean the REAL you if I'm always alone. I know me perfectl.................................................
Now I'm in tears I can't even type this!!!!!!!! Urgh this is so frustrating. I'm going to get dressed and distract myself from today.
P.S. We see how far that book took me.
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Posted by luv_me_10der on 2008-10-11 12:14:20 | Rating: | Views: 18
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Luv - I'm kind of in a similar situation that you're experiencing right now. I would love to offer advice but am unstable myself to even try to do so. Hang in there. I just wanted you to know that you certainly are not alone in this.
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Posted by Mayndee
on 2008-10-11 12:22:03
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Ah, if only Luv_Me_10der were my Scarlett; my life would be bliss. Not that I hate being around her (I don't). I only avoid it as much as possible because I know it makes her uncomfortable just to see me, even.
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Posted by MyGallimaufry
on 2008-10-11 15:00:02
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