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so billy came up with a idea which i fell for coz im a twat. After months and months off talking about kids he always said no not know as he got 2 from another relationship he does not want anymoe at the moement what is fine but he may have 2 kids i have none even through to me they are my kids i treat look after play and put them on a naughty step as if they were my own "through my own if they push me to far wud get a slap i dont care what ppl say a gd slap never hurt anyone" but there not my own there hes and "hers".
So yesterday morning at 6am while i had my morning fag billy got up with me what he does not normally do at all since he does the night shift but he felt poorly so he had to get up how that works i dont no....
anyway with one hand with a fag in it and a cuppa in the other as we dont allow anyone to smoke in the house so we dont smoke outside in the freezing COLD no point having a rule if you dont follow it youself.
so there we where freezing me in my work uniform him in his tracksuit (which i hate) and he say to me "okay i want kids with you" i tell ya i nearly spite my coffee out all on him the only thing what stop me as it was keeping me warm but then came the idea "i want you to tidy up for a change cook dinner and acutly make a lunch for work instead off gonig to boots and starbucks tthen we can try for a baby" ................mmmmmmmmm okay well we now i was confused i do cook when me and pete are home toghter i make as a meal shep pie ,spag bog, baked apple, even mushroom shomgernoff i cant spell it lol or anything out off a cook book if im feeling confident it just when he not getting home till 3am i order a take away no point making a home cooked meal if he not there is there?.
and clean the house im a very untidy person yes and half the house in my mess yes and addmittly i hate tidying but it not that we live in a pig stly are house is very tidy as pete is very house pround so i cant arug there i just cant see me doing it.
now lunch see that the one i could not understand what have me making luch got to do with a baby what has any off this got to do with haveing a baby well i had to ask and he said.
"look if u want a baby i want to do that your gonig to look after yourself and the baby you got to start cooking you cant carrying on eating crap (instantly started going on about my weight gain which took about 14 mins befor billy comforted me enough to agree that im not fat) the tidy welll you no u got to tidy and the lunch it will be so much cheaper for us we can hardy afford the bills as it is rather we start eating pack lunch get asda owns or we got to get rid off the internet and cable or do something" baystailly he wants me more motherly but im a city girl i love my desinger schools i love walking to work with a lattee and a fag in the cold morning with big sunglasses .
surly you can be a mum in the city even when u dont live in a city you live in a town?
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Posted by luu_bella_star on 2007-12-20 10:36:44 | Rating: | Views: 183
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