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| is the honrymoon over? real life and me and my hub
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well then i guess i better start from the ...........well start?
it all start when i was going out with a bloke called trevor me and trev were not really getting along he was a huge druggie and i wasnt.
we just aruged and aruged then on his birthday we went out with his best friend billy
i never really gave billy that much thought he was my bf best mate why wud i ?
but on that night billy kept telling trev how lucky he was to have me and specal,sexy and fab i was but it was not in a friend way it was more to me.
and the sexaul feeling between us was real very real the next nite i put it to the back of my head and me and trev went back round to billys. trev stayed down stairs even through me and billy tried to get him to come back stairs trev just wanted to stay down stairs and have a few lines so since me and billy did not do coke we carried on and went upstairs.
we had a spliff and billy went on about how sorry he was he friend was treating me the way he was i layed on his lap and that same sexaul spark came back next thing i new we where kissing each other but it was somthing i did not now.
i thought there wud be passion ripping clothes off it true i was sexauly exsited and so was he i could defentily tell u that but there was no feeling of ripping each other clothes of it was a strong kiss but that all it was and thats all we both wanted was to kiss and hold each other.
that night me and trev aruged not over the kiss he had no idea about that .but becuase me and billy did not do the drugs he wanted and he thought we were being spoil sports i left at 3am i cud not take him anymore but i new one thing i had to see billy again.
but i had no way to get hold off him well i had a idea i texted trev a few times acting as if i did not care about last nite and just wanted to get hold of some green to relax so i asked if he cud give me billys no. on the stop he did and told me to meet him round there so that what i did i text billy he said he was sorry about that nite and i said we will talk about it when i got round his
when i got round we just grabed each other this time that ripping each other clothes of feeling was back and he told me he could betray hes friend and that i had to choice it was a eaisy choice i broke up with trev that nite
after that me and billy waited untill finally we cud take no more the sex was out of this world it was so fall off passion pulling each other hair kissed straching it was gr8 i can still remember how wet i was throught it all and how hard he was
that was a year ago and now......
me and pete live togher in my parents house and the sex life the passion its all gone but strangly we still turn each other on throught the slightlys look.
we both like a bit of bondage and i dress up as a nurse as soon as he ask and he loves my stocking so u think with alll this the sexlife would be gr8 but no i just cant cum i start so honry and then end up wacthing tv its so annoying i love him and he loves me i turn him on he turns me on but i just cant enjoy sex
can the honeymoon be other if ur still in the honeymoon mood?
so whats it mean when the honeymoon still on but the sexlifess is fading can it be i got the honey but the moon is long gone after 6 months?
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hunny, im in the same position! i know just how you feel and seriously its hard to explain.. i think i waisted my sexlife when my bf and i first got toghether i mean we were having sex all the TIME! 6-7 TIMES A DAY! but you cant help what happens and there are many things you guys can try with each other! just relax take it slow and dont put urself under to much pressure... that has alot to do with it to ;)!! good luck to you both!
luv lynds
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Posted by lyntre88
on 2007-12-17 14:27:48
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