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7:32 pm--
For those of your that dont know me, and that is a lot of you, I never turn off my phone. I sleep with it on because I am used to getting calls at 2 or 3 in the morning from people who need a good friend to turn to. But right now, on a day that very little goes right, I just need it to go away, for everyone to go away. I need a place to cry, to have a fit, to assess, to get my family out of my mind and try to understand what is to come. I went to a little meeting today. I applied to a website called Care.com. Its for babysitters, nannies, etc. I have a lot of experience, and I could use a part time job. I found a woman who needed someone to take care of her small child, and it fits in my schedule. So i took it, and to be honest, it was the only part of the day that went well. I went shopping, and that was just depressing. I have gained weight, so going from a 6-8 to an 8-10 is just a large slap in the face. On top of that, I cant see My Love tomorrow, and so we had plans to see each other tonight, and that was canceled..... My father was thrilled. Also, it was blisteringly hot, and i had to be out in the sun for hours, sweating like a hog. Overall... today was terrible, and my heart is heavy... So i turned my phone off.... and i am starting to like it..
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Posted by lusochick on 2008-08-28 22:44:49 | Rating: | Views: 33
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Hey,
I was wondering how you were doing? I understand the blues and that is unaviodable for people like us. When I was down I was glad you called and kicked my ass so when you are ready turn on your phone and call. Boat drinks my friend.
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Posted by theotherjim
on 2008-08-30 10:09:04
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