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10:52am--
I am a little ill. Sore throat, headache. My poker game has been terrible lately, to say the least. I have been so forgetfull lately. I cant find things, like my keys, my wallet, my phone. I am so absent minded that my typing has even decreased in quality. As for My Love, trust was broken, but things are much better. I wanted to get my hands on his cell phone because I know his ex has been texting him. I didn't have a problem with that. The only problem I had was that he told me to stop texting him, but he never told her. I just wanted to know the manner of these messages. I doubted that he was writting back, because of his bill. My dilema was, do I take his phone away without his knowing and check? or do i ask him directly to see it. We were together at one point, and his phone sounded that it received a message, but he didn't check it. So i finally decided that I was going to be direct. One act of mistrust doesn't give me the right to sneak around him. So i told him that I wanted to check his messages. I wanted to see what she was writting. Nothing to be alarmed about. They were flirtatious on her part. She is constantly inviting him to her home, asking him to come over. As far as I know, he doesn't accept. I dont think he is will. He isn't THAT stupid. I am just frustrated over the fact that he doesn't just tell her to go away. He needs a back bone. Other than that, I love him. What can I say... I have to be honest though, I wonder if we will get married.... no.. I think we will get married. I just dont know if he will be happy being married to me... I think he will, or already has, fallen out of love with me.... It is such a terrible thought. To devote yourself entirely to someone, and have their love in return, but then to lose it. I could understand if I had done to merit the loss of love, but, as far as i know, I have done nothing... we shall see what time brings...
ps.-- whoever reads this, feel free to contact me, I have always been curious about who reads my rubbish.
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Posted by lusochick on 2008-08-05 14:14:34 | Rating: | Views: 30
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Sounds like you have the fear of him, gettin' back together with his ex. Did you know Jealousy plays a huge role, in a break up?. Seems you lack trust with him, and why is that? Don't marry him, cause you think that will solve all problems. Textin' is a nasty form of cheatin'...Don't worry about the incomin' messages, I'd be worried about the ones, he's sendin' back to 'her'...
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Posted by olp76
on 2008-08-05 14:44:36
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Well you know my story of texting wife cheating on me so I'm for chucking the whole cell phone fad. In case that never happens it's good that you talked it out and was strait forward and honest with him and took control of the situation of how you were feeling. Kudos
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Posted by theotherjim
on 2008-08-05 18:37:49
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