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10:47pm--
Around this time yesterday, i received this text message from My Love.
These past two days, i have been trying to figure out who i am and what i need. It has bee toguth with no one to talk to. This isn't that first time this situation has happened. I feel so disconnected from everything. Im sorry for putting you through this.
Needless to say, i was touched by his text. I text him back that i would always be here for him. That i was here to listen. he then text me back that he would be calling in a few minutes. 30 minutes later, he called. when i answered, it sounded like he was in tears. his breathing was breaky, sobby. He began to apologize for putting through hell. He then talked about he has had this kind of break down and it is triggered by the relationship. Then he began to tell me that on Sunday morning, he saw his ex. his most recent ex. and they made eye contact in the first time in months. and in that moment, she managed to say " how could you do this to me" without saying a word. He said that he felt so much guilt about what he did to her. ( i am still not completely sure about what that is...) He then expressed fear in hurting me. Then he proceeded to tell me that he lied to me about a few details... When we met, he told me he was single. That he had gotten out of a relationship 2 weeks before. this was not true. He was still with the girlfriend from church. Not only was this relationship going on when we met. it continued for 2 weeks. Which means at least 1 date, maybe 2. Not only this.. but there is actually a possibility that this ex could have been pregnant and had an abortion behind his back. That is a whole lot of drama that i dont know how to handle it all. First of all, i dont understand the entrie story... whether or not she was pregnant.. or the abortion happened... I dont know how bad the relationship was at the point that we met... there are just too many unknown details... My Love is also worried that he blowing everything out of proportion and hurting me along with his insanity. .. the conversation ended relatively well. We both decided that he needed more time. So i told him that i would still stay away as long as he wanted me to. that he could call whenever and i would always listen to him and never give him an unbiased opinion. That seemed to work well. He also said he would call... Those plans have changed, but that is for another post... another time... another mind frame.
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Posted by lusochick on 2008-06-19 02:39:00 | Rating: | Views: 38
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God damm spamers. The ex girlfriend drama. That kind of clicks and explains some of odd things about the way he has been acting. He will come around to the new and stronger you.
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Posted by theotherjim
on 2008-06-19 10:26:27
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