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12:42pm--
Tis been a while... and passions are fuming once again. My Love and I have been doing well. We went to see an awesome movie a little over a week ago. We have been so happy. This past friday, he gave me this wonderful look. ( by the way... i bought a car that day.. she is beautiful.. i still need to name her). This was one of those " this is forever" looks. It wasn't after making love, or even in the middle of one of those silly romantic moments that woman can be caught in, where they lie to themselves about the seriousness of their relationship. We were just sitting in my new car, in a drive through to get food. and i looked at him, and his eyes were so perfect. and he just so gently said " i love you". It was wonderful. I know this is the one... I cant believe i finally found him. Yesterday night, i went to dinner, a public dinner with my family. I stopped at my grandparents house, showed off my car. My cousin... whome we shall not name.. gets into my car and looks at me and says " so... when were you going to tell me that you went to his house?" he was talking about the fact that i went to My Love's house and met his parents a few months ago. For some reason, she thought i needed to tell her. Here is some news about my cousin. She is such a big mouthed bitch. She has to know everything about everyone. I never told any one that i went over to My Love's house and met his parents because i didn't want my parents knowing. I also didn't want to make such a big fuss about the whole thing.. and now she has the nerve to approach me, as if she was my parent, or my journal, and get angry at me because i didn't tell her something....How obtuse can she be?!? Then i asked her who where sources were... because she obviously didn't get this information from me, or My Love ( he cant stand her either). And she just told me not to worry about it, and that she hears everything... like she is supposed to be this looming cloud. Like that fear of God people are supposed to have that " he is always watching you" kinda shit... I wanted to break her little neck.... this all happened towards the beginning to the night. When we all went to dinner, i was so upset at my cousin still, and i really wanted My Love to be there.. but he didn't come. he felt that it would have been to awkward to come and eat with my family. I can see his point... but is was only 6 weeks ago that he sat at our table at new years eves and stired up a little awkwardness.. So why should this be any worse than that? Im not mad at him... I might be taking it out on him a little... It was just with all the frustration that i had with my cousin... and the exhaustion of the end of the day, i just needed someone who knew me the way he does... and who could calm me down and make my saturday night a little better... There is will be a ranting about this PIA (Pain In Ass) cousin of mine shortly............
p.s. Sorry for not posting in such a long time....
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Posted by lusochick on 2008-02-17 15:56:21 | Rating: | Views: 68
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Family. what can I say. The PIA C will be around forever always bugging you so i find it is best to find out dirt on her and if she brings it up and then you bring it up, it's a fun family time. It's hard to get fired from your family. maybe she is reading your blog, she is seeing this right now! YOU PIA C.
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Posted by theotherjim
on 2008-02-18 16:17:07
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