8:37pm--

I have always had the suspicion that I was gay, or at least Bi. Most people considered it a phase, and that is what i was assuming it was as well. I was constantly forcing the thought out of my mind. But a few days ago, I realized that i have a crush on a girl... Im not talking about a celebrity crush.. This is an average girl. She is gorgeous, intelligent, spunky... just wonderful. It was so bizzare. So, I suppose its official.. I am a bi sexual. Its not a phase, its a reality. I am completely alright with that. I am also in love with a very attractive and perfect man, and i think i am going to marry him, so i am not too worried about coming out to my parents. As for My Love, he knows.. and he probably likes the idea for the most part. Anyway, I just needed to say that....