7:01 pm--

I received a call from my insurance company. They would like to give me under 15K for my stolen car. The Kelly Blue Book value of the car is almost 17K. Needless to say, im not very happy. I am sending them countless ads for cars of a similar quality that are being sold for much more than 15K. I have 3 days to get a new car. Most people would be estatic, thrilled, to be getting a new car. Honestly, I am a little unhappy about the whole ordeal. I loved my car... I had so many memories, so many talks inside that car. It was so much a part of me. It was my first car. I picked it out, chose it. It was mine. Now its gone, and so suddenly, i have to replace it. I cant just simply dismiss all of those memories and feelings attached to that car... Im sure when i get the new one, i will feel better.. but for now... my heart is still heavy.

As for My Love, he called me about noon today and told me that he over reacted. That if he had told me that a year ago he slept with a girl, i wouldn't have reacted that way he did. That what i told him had nothing to do with today.. and now.. Basically, the whole thing boiled over. I was suprised by a comment left of the previous post. Apparently, someone was offended by the term hillbilly, and I said i was better than a particular person. I am not better than him because he is a hillbilly. I am better than him because has no depth, values, or inteligence. He also does not live in the mountains, and is very nice to look at. ( but not as gorgeous as My Love). As for those who are offended by terms like "hillbilly", and "Redneck", i suggest that you go and read someone else's blog. Yes. I am from California. No. I dont have sex on the lush green grass, although i wont mind doing so. No, we are not all gorgeous and a size 4. So, those who are offended... instead of reading my blog and leaving ridiculous and poorly insulting comments.. go do something productive...... like taking the massive stick out of your ass..........