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what happened
11:17pm- It's late. I cannot sleep. I keep thinking about My Love. I am physically and mentally exhausted. I have so many questions. So many doubts. His parents are pressing him to make a serious decision about our relationship. Whether or not I am the one. They aren’t pressing him to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-01 02:36:56 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 1 | Tags: My Love cheating pendulum ex

Trust and Trials
10:52am-- I am a little ill. Sore throat, headache. My poker game has been terrible lately, to say the least. I have been so forgetfull lately. I cant find things, like my keys, my wallet, my phone. I am so absent minded that my typing has even decreased in quality. As for My Love, trust was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-05 14:14:34 | Rating:

| Views: 31 | Comments: 2 | Tags: My Love text messages

Ding, Dong
4:08pm-- So.. I am very proud of My Love. He called his ex and told her to go away. It was a 2 hour conversation between them and he called me immediatly after. There really isn't much to report i suppose. I am just so happy, and I can tell that he is too. There is no tension between us......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-08 19:16:16 | Rating:

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rock, hard place, brick wall, and my mother
9:44pm-- I am at an age where college is almost done, and the path that i had previously decided to go down has been seriously altered. I see the problem at hand. Going to law school is no longer in my plans ( try telling me mother that one). What I really want is to be married to My......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-13 01:05:55 | Rating:

| Views: 36 | Comments: 1 | Tags: My Love rock hard place future

Ode to Barbie
9:29pm-- O, my beautiful blonde Barbie, What a pain you were to me. Your impossible waist and hips, Those perfectly painted lips. From a pink and purple box, To frilly princess socks, Your empire was so strong, That you had your own song. I hated you for years, But......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-14 00:30:45 | Rating:

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Exchange of Fire for flame
I believe that everyone has a certain essence about them. It is their spirit, their fire. Whether this fire was born within them, or then created it in order to survive, it is a part of their character and who they are. But what do you do when your fire is too bright for some eyes? What if your......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-16 21:46:56 | Rating:

| Views: 39 | Comments: 0 | Tags: My Love Fire flame

Turned off my phone
7:32 pm-- For those of your that dont know me, and that is a lot of you, I never turn off my phone. I sleep with it on because I am used to getting calls at 2 or 3 in the morning from people who need a good friend to turn to. But right now, on a day that very little goes right, I just......Read More