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10:19 pm--
My Love has found this corner of sanity, and im hurt. He is on the phone now, apologizing, but im still so very hurt. this place was a sanctuary. a place for me, and only me. where i didn't have to worry about people. about judgement. I could just be myself, without censureship and control. to give forth my mind and ideas, but now this little corner is tainted....... now, i have to worry about every word... every thought. the veil of bliss is gone, and that cushion of honesty has grown into a bed of nails. im not angry at him, just angry at the fact that my corner is gone.... I was so happy with it to.. this might be the last post i make, ever. I cant trust that thing called privacy. i cant write honestly anymore... and it makes me so very sad... its hard to breathe...
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Posted by lusochick on 2007-12-31 01:32:10 | Rating: | Views: 40
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NO!!!! I appriciate your blog and was glad to see that your snuggle date went well and your thoughts flowed down and I liked your encouragement. It helps me. Just change your profile to NoLookinglester or Scarletpimpernell. He shouldn't have looked. It's hard but to keep your blog secret is paramount. Don't give up, PLEASE.
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Posted by theotherjim
on 2007-12-31 11:29:57
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