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I am sitting here waiting for an update for the software that I use. It is so slow that I am frustrated and annoyed, and it is never stable, yet we persist, we are die hard, loyal and devoted to the game.
I am a little nervous about logging on today, I had a small run in with a man that I have been spending quite a bit of time with online. We have been hanging together from over 6 months and I knew him for sometime before that, well since March infact. It would seem we have fallen into the trap that I swore would never be me.... we have gotten really close. It is not just sex, pixel porn has a certain attraction, but words are powerful, pictures painted in words are extremely appealing to me.....oh, how I have left that world all wanting and hot and bothered. But this realtionship is not about just that, it was about talking and sharing and laughing. About bouying each other up on the bad days and laughing till our sides are sore on the good days. It would be so easy to take it out of world, and with the exceptions of distance - half a world, I am just a scaredy cat and not likely to ever meet anyone I know online. Anyway, after this huge rant about nothing, my boy wants to take it out of world.... damn, I know it is stupid, how could it ever work out. I am even reluctant to post RL photos, this online world scares me with respect to this stuff. So, I guess this could be the end for me and my boy, who makes me laugh and cry and smile...
Be safe
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Posted by lunablue on 2008-04-19 00:12:02 | Rating: | Views: 120
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