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*sighs...
Well it happened, my boy wants more and I dont know how to give it to him, I am too scared to give it to him. How can it possible work out when we are half a world away from each other?
How is it that I am sitting here crying onto my goddamned keyboard over someone I have never met? God how he touched me, exciting me, making me laugh, making me cry, making me worry. The worst part is that we arent even fighting, he is being so damned logical and precise about it, almost kind except I feel like my heart is breaking in two and the decision is being taken out of my hands.
Why cant he just keep it in world? Why does it have to me more? It makes no sense, these things never work out when you take them out of world. People get disappointed, people get.... I dont know.
Is it wrong that I am hurting? Is it wrong that I hope he is hurting as much as I am? Is it ego or is it heart? Is it wrong that I want to beg? Is it wrong that I started to beg?
He says he will always be there for me regardless of how this turns out. Nice. Is that the same as, its not you, its me?
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Posted by lunablue on 2008-04-19 19:33:42 | Rating: | Views: 143
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Keep writing, it'll clear your mind......
The virtual world is unknown to me but it sounds very interesting. Can you drink beer and have sex there? Take care.
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Posted by Nutshell
on 2008-04-19 22:38:11
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ive been there. its funny how the internet can provide a lot of privacy, but sometimes its the last thing you want.
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Posted by JoshWasHere
on 2008-04-19 23:23:51
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Yes Nutshell you can have sll kinds of sex, and yes you can have beer. There is huge diversity of people, places, religions, sexual preferences. It is a fun place
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Posted by lunablue
on 2008-04-20 00:36:28
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Hey Josh, yeah it is the best and worst of both worlds
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Posted by lunablue
on 2008-04-20 00:38:35
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both worlds are dangerous. its best to live in reality.
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Posted by JoshWasHere
on 2008-04-20 11:48:44
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thankyou for posting your comment. I agree and reality is a great place, I love my real world. However, SL is like a book, a way to get lost in a new place and have new adventures. The key is to remember that every avatar has a person behind it, bringing their personal history and experiences with them, just like making friends and meeting lovers in real life. Exceptional experiences happen when you least expect them. It would seem that the same can be said for virtual worlds, not just this wonderful real one.
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Posted by lunablue
on 2008-04-20 21:33:52
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