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I spend my summers at the country club that me fathers job offers to families.my mother packs us up and we usually go a few days a week.there is a pool,and a bowling alley,and a lounge.They had a candy machine with the best pink mints,In July they had the best fireworks.
we also always went away for a week in the summer.This year it was camping up north.i did not want to sleep in the camper with the family,so i made a bed up out in the screened in room.It lasted till i was awoke by a big racoon.
This year i also had graduated from 8 th grade.i mean we even wore caps and gowns!!
we were supposed to were nude stockings.i wore dark Blue.
My hair is very long i never got it cut.i wear it in braids alot.or i braid each side a little bit and pull those back.i do not wear make up.
My father drove me to newark on a rainy day,and we picked granda up.he was going to come up and live near us..No more waiting at the train station for him.i loved doing that..The train is such a wonderful mode of transportation,riding along the long river.
No more chocolates from the big city he used to bring us kids,or those little violet flavored gum.
I honestly did not do alot of fun things that i can recall with my siblings we were all from different worlds in a way.I didn't share alot with my parents,because i always felt they "wouldn''t understand"
1975.
I met a boy at the country club.a couple of them.they invited me and my friends to there school for a dance.My parents reluctently let me go. I went in the attis and found these 2 old coats that had belonged to my mother from the 1950's that she wore to her school dances.one was long to the floor,white fur.the other was padded shouldered,to the calf,brown fur.Me Jane and I wore them there and felt so cool who were these girls from a different school distict,and dressed like that??
The boy i was with though had different plans for me.he had me sneak out back with him.We ended up on the ground.I was totally petrefied,but things just happened really fast and we got to to "third base"My coat got dirty.
I felt dirty in church the next morning.
All of a sudden i got popular.The boys wanted to be with me,and i took it as a good thing.
I would go roller scating in a town south of us in a bad section,but my mother let me go with this friend and her sister.well the sister didn't care what we did while we were there and of course we met boys there.I happened to be swept away by an older boy who was 19.and of different coler than me.We would go there on fridays.one friday he talked me into coming to his apartment.his mother wasn't home,so we did.belinda went in the room with her boyfriend and the other boy took me.He pursuaded me into losing my virginity that night.it hurt so bad. i totally hated it, i was never so scared.the song only women bleed by alice cooper makes more sense now.
And my poor father when he found out i was seeing a colerd person!I just had this comeback.you are a hypocrite if you don't accept him,because you teach me god created us all equal.
luckily i found out on my own that i did not like this guy anymore after that night.
i was just skimming by in school...not great i didn't care and i hated everyminute of the classroom.i only like accounting class and typing class.{not that i am that good}.
my first job was in the kitchen of the hospital my mother worked at.doing dishes..i was 15.
I started high school in september public school.look out.............
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Posted by luckycharm612 on 2008-02-17 10:17:48 | Rating: | Views: 54
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