I am done................no more......im done with all of you ignoramicies and moronic people. No one anymore belives in me, i have lost alll my friends, i even lost all connections i had with this place. no one talks to me anymore. screw this country. im going back to japan were i belong. it is my homestead. its where i fit in. no more idiocies, i can be happy. or dead. whatever comes first. i dont care as of this point. whatever one is easier. i need a vacation. i am not happy. nothing here makes me happy. i want out. somebody kill me or something i dont know. ug........need a beer.......