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It is getting to be that time of year again when love is suppose to be in the air. Bah-hum bug! When your heart has just been broken, by the guy you thought was suppose to be the love of your life, you don't feel like celebrating. Everywhere you go Valentines Day is advertised. You can't ignore it, it just feels like it is being crammed down your throat. Wherever you go you look around you and it seems like everyone is in love but you. Sometimes I just feel like hiding til it is all over. Is love for real? When you have it, it is the best thing. Then when it is gone, you ask yourself, what was that? Did I really have love or is life just playing a cruel joke on me? People try to tell you it will get better, you deserve better, there is more fish in the sea. You have heard all the cliches. But the one thing they don't know is my heart. Will I ever love again? I don't know, my heart tells me to wait for the one who broke it, hoping he will come to his senses. Is that fair? I use to believe love was real, but now I just don't know. I hope somewhere down the line it is real. For now I have to pull myself together for my family, which is tough. I also have a job and school that I have to concentrate on. So I guess the answer is to keep yourself busy and maybe it will keep your mind occupied, but the heart is a different story, it still bleeds. I'm sorry I sound so down but this is just what I'm feeling at the moment when I sat down. I'll try to be more upbeat next time, because I am normally a very positive person.
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Posted by lpruett on 2008-02-07 20:18:16 | Rating: | Views: 34
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Man!!! That is EXACTLY how i feel!!!
(except my love of life was a girl lol)
Joe
xxx
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Posted by eeerm
on 2008-02-08 05:20:06
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