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I do not know what and where I would be. Now I am alone walking down in this big road trying to be comfortable as the girls walking ahead of me.
This is the reality. How come I’ve only noticed it now. I felt that I am just an ordinary human being in this big world.
Perhaps this is the feeling of walking alone in your life. You will noticed every little creatures that passed by your footsteps, wondering if there is someone who knows you, smile and perhaps talk. But in the end of the road, you will only find yourself.
I am beginning to have friends now. They were nice. But in every day that passed by, I will only found myself, walking alone in that road.
Silence that will remind me of the sound of the laughters and jokes. Silence that will show me the faces of my friends. Silence that will say “here I go again”
In 18 years of my life. Ive understand what it was like to be left out by my friends. Ill just wake up one morning and found out that they’ve had temporarily gone. On the other side, I try to find new friends. But as what it is, I am beginning to fed up. I am tired. Maybe because I am also afraid that it will happen again, to loose a friend.
Every faces and names of them were still in my heart. But I know some of them do not know me any more. Some of them may even forget the friendship that we had shared.
How nice to think of those memories again. And I know that some of those memories will remain memories forever. They will come and soon they will go. And the next thing ive known is that I am walking alone again in that road.
It was nice because that silence can help me to learn and understand myself very well. I can be more braver to look at those faces that passed by me. But in the end, it is much more happier if I passed again in that road not alone anymore.
July 4, 2004
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Posted by lovelyann on 2008-05-12 06:18:31 | Rating: | Views: 49
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