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Br0oken
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Those days were some what cold
Trying to sink away
Hoping not to be noticed
So the pain would just disappear
The scars on my wrists
Will always be there
A reminder of a place
That is so very bare
Holding the tears in
As the memories go by
Leaving my body......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-05 11:59:08 |
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broken
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Ther mirror
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My life is now my delusion,
A world made of fantasies.
Happiness is no longer the illusion,
My life is my new disease.
No longer waiting to see what happens,
No more waiting on fate.
I will decide where it all ends,
I will show you all my hate.
You claim to be......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-05 12:05:15 |
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broken
mirror
hate
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My friends
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The loneliest thing I know
As I sit recalling the past
A lost little girl all alone
Wishing for peace at last
A big smile and bright blue eyes
Was how my secret safely slept
I did good hiding the depression
Locked in my room while i wept
I was invisible to my mother......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-09 10:42:50 |
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lonely
sad
depressed
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Poem
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Sleepless nights,
dreadful dreams,
are haunting me.
The mysterious sounds
of the night,
are very frightening me.
Panic and rage
Runs through my body
The devil is trying to get in.
Day after day
I fight off the urges
That would be so satisfying
A battle rages......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-09 10:44:34 |
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Comments: 1 | Tags:
sad
depression
pray
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The Suicidal
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As I sit here starring at my scars I think living life is like living hell. My scars are like questions that I could only answer. I don't cry tears any more, I cry blood.I'm tired of lies that life holds and things that don't make any since. Once my life is over my life is complete.
My......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-09 10:46:52 |
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Comments: 2 | Tags:
suicide
sad
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Am i a sex toy
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I feel like a sex toy'
That is all I ever really was'
Held down'
And played with'
No feelings or emotions'
Just a hollow body'
A child's mind'
And my heart wrenching screams'
That tore me apart'
No one ever heard me'
Or so it seems'
Used'
And tossed to the side'......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-09 10:51:33 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
sex
abuse
hurt
pain
unknown
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2 big to cry
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I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me
Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
If I knew then what I know now......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-09 10:57:34 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
sad
cry
hurt
depression
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Rape
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I never forget what happened
I'll never forget what they did.
They used rape and abuse
To have power over me.
I'll always remember
Will I ever forget.
I long to break free
And take back my life.
The rape and abuse
Has held me back for to long.
One day I will reclaim......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-13 22:17:28 |
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rape
poem
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Lonliness is....
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Loneliness is …..
The empty feeling that comes from within
Loneliness is ……
The longing to share your thoughts and feelings with someone who’ll listen
Loneliness is ……
Reaching out for open arms to find none there
Loneliness is......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-13 22:29:02 |
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Comments: 1 | Tags:
alone
hurt
depression
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ME
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Depression is a dark place, a place you don’t want to be
Some days are better than others, but those are few and far between
Depression can make things look different
It puts you in a different world
You look for the light to shine one day
But the light seems so far......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-13 22:32:14 |
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Views: 62 |
Comments: 3 | Tags:
depression
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