So.....I need to bitch about my love life. Why do I keep trying to have one anyway? arggh. I shouldn't have tried to find someone new, now I found this guy I like, but even though I am crazy about him I don't think he really wants to try to date me. He still has a profile up saying he is single....and I have been talking to him for hmmmm 2 months now.  I guess I need to take a hint. I mean we aren't officially dating, because I can't see him much due to the distance between us, but if its not official soon I am going to give up. I am just worried that he has or is going to find someone else, and just by talking to me, knowing how much I like him, he would be leading me on an Ill get burned. I know no matter what I do, If he doent really like me as much as I like him theres nothing I can do about that, but I just wish I knew where to.go from here. I just need confirmation, but he really doesnt seem like he wants to give me that which just tells me that either he is not ready or im chasing a rainbow.  I need to retire from love. I just have no luck, and I just dont know what to say or do. I remember when I was confident....I didn't used to be so insecure and weird, but I got stabbed in the back last year, and any feelings are very scary for me. If I didn't really like him this wouldn't be a big deal, I would just let it go and let chips fall where they may, but I just hate liking someone and getting attached and having no clue if I am wrong. I know i need to calm down, but im worried because i feel lost. I just think i need to stop caring and trying, whenever I do it seems inevitable that I will just get hurt. I think I am going to sleep now im on my period and being wayyyy too loopy and well intolerably negative. Ill probably feel great in a day or two.