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I think I am going home this weekend. I need a nice long ride in the car to get my mind off of work. only 4 more months and it will be summer, I just feel like its that time of year when time drags and you are not really excited, you are just showing up, doing it, leaving, showing up, doing it, leaving. Just like that. I have a lot of good ideas but usually I dont get to use them due to lack of resources. I think I just need a weekend were Im not here down in whoville.I am becoming the grinch. My students are being rather mean loud and destructive. My curriculum is boring me to death, my coworkers are all having issues, and well personally as much as I love art and I am trying to teach it, I feel like I cant translate it to this particular population of students. Is it me or them. I think its both. I think that I lack confidence, and I lack experience, I lack confidence because I lack experience, and the two will play on each other. I am also really mentally exhausted. I feel like I am rebelling when I leave on time from work because I leave so much behind me. I refuse to live at my job. There is a lot of pressure to do that. Am I a bad person because when its quitting time I quit. I dont try to be super woman or a hero so that everything is done when I leave. Today I went to a meeting. After a meeting I just have to go home. Call me crazy but I need my personal time to make it everyday. Am I a bad person?
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Posted by lovecrasher on 2008-02-05 19:13:05 | Rating: | Views: 67
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