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its friday im in love
So today I got my tickets to see the cure at madison square garden. nyc here i cometh. heheh. Im really excited. I cant think of anything better to put my hardearned teaching money towards. hurray for me. now i have 5 months to save up money so that i can eat and have hotel accomadations. I got......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-02 19:51:13 | Rating:

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everybodys working for the weekend
I think I am going home this weekend. I need a nice long ride in the car to get my mind off of work. only 4 more months and it will be summer, I just feel like its that time of year when time drags and you are not really excited, you are just showing up, doing it, leaving, showing up, doing it,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-05 19:13:05 | Rating:

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time is not on my side.
so im on the cusp of of the end of the weekend. and this weekend I really did not accomplish anything. im avoiding getting off of my ass. I know what I need to do, but it requires energy. I am looking forward to the end of the year, and I know that the faster my breaks go by the faster my......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 20:51:53 | Rating:

| Views: 51 | Comments: 0 | Tags: time bordom work depression

time is not on my side.
so im on the cusp of of the end of the weekend. and this weekend I really did not accomplish anything. im avoiding getting off of my ass. I know what I need to do, but it requires energy. I am looking forward to the end of the year, and I know that the faster my breaks go by the faster my......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-10 20:51:55 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 0 | Tags: time bordom work depression

gear shift
Occasionally my thoughts take a considerable dive. A series of events take place and I find myself slipping inward. I function enough to carry on my daily affairs but only with a considerable amount of willpower. It is very difficult to experience and decends upon me very rapidly. I start to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-12 20:08:16 | Rating:

| Views: 84 | Comments: 0 | Tags: depression cold frustration exhaustion feelings thoughts

chunkey monkey and wine
ahhhhhhh. ok so today was no good. lol. my ex went off on me and I proceded to throw mini hersey chocolates at him in an effort to make him leave. Now to justify my actions, I had just woken up he showed up at my door after I told him stopping by wasnt what I wanted......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-16 19:47:57 | Rating:

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Spin the Wheel
So I think I am going to start job hunting. I wasnt orginally planning on leaving this school after one year, but at the rate its going another year I don't think is really in my best interest. I mean I dont want to let the kids down, but then again, many of them really don't care, and they are......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-23 19:45:03 | Rating:

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thursday bloody thursday
So I am convinced that this town is the place where single people go to die. I am single. I guess subconsciously by moving to this pit of dispair I was socially offing myself. Now it looks like this place is physically trying to take me out. On thursday I went to work, had a more stressful day......Read More