I think I am going to die of straight up bordom living here. I can only clean so much. I can only read so much. I can only play video games so much.I can only paint so much. Its hard to be back here in my apartment alone, after spending a week with my friends and family. I just feel like I am too isolated. It can't be good. Solitary confinement. All I know is that spring weather blowing in is making me restless. When it was cold I didn't care too much about getting out and doing things. Now its getting warm and I am just bummed. Outside of work I spend 100% of my time alone now. It ain't right!!!! Sadly, I am on the internet a lot and I don't even have an internet addiction. I am just working, coming home, and pretty much waiting to die. I need something new to do. I think that I am going to quit this job and find a job where I get to travel. If I am going to be alone all the time, I at least want to go somewhere new. My friends aren't even talking to me anymore. People go crazy dealing with this type of stuff. :O( Oh well. I gotta figure out what to do with the time I have left before I go to sleep.