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help! i want to let go!
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letting go is such a hard process. sometimes you can drop someone or something without any second thoughts. yet ive noticed i identify myself in a lot of people and things, and feel very attached to them even though i really should let go and move on. lately ive been on this letting go trip, i...
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Posted by:
lovecrasher on 2008-07-12 15:46:49
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letting go
growing up
freedom
friendships
relationships
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memories
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why do i still care? Explicit Content
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So I did what you are just not suppose to do.....Im good at that. I sent my ex a message to wish him a happy birthday. i didnt really say anything other than Happy Birthday....and how did we get old and XXXXX? At any ra
te I probably shouldnt have but I hate that we dont talk at all....and the...
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Posted by:
lovecrasher on 2008-07-03 22:23:36
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ex boyfriend
happy birthday
message
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right
wrong
life
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driven.
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the world is the slavedriver he is filled with rage,
the world has slaves that to his bidding for a wage,
the poet the muse must hide from his gaze,
and the artist, she scratches the bars of her cage.
we make the molds, so why do we not fit?
we set the bar yet...
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Posted by:
lovecrasher on 2008-05-29 22:32:12
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poem
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remnants and little hawk Explicit Content
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I sometimes feel an urge to write poetry, I don't know the rule of poetry I just write stuff that rhymes and it works for me. I try not to be too morbid, but well, death happens.
remnants.
when hope melts
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lovecrasher on 2008-05-28 22:04:24
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poems
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power animal
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margaritaville..
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so i sipping a margarita...I just got back from the beach, and thank god its may because the beach is finally warm, sunny, and in season again. I found a great bathing suit and even though I have to go to the beach alone because I have noone in my life to go with me, damn its nice to get out...
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lovecrasher on 2008-05-17 19:00:54
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drinking
beach
ex boyfriend
happy
hotness
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so strange!
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I was looking at a video where a guy was getting accupunture and then realized that the needles I was getting stuck with in that bizarre dream I wrote about were EXACTLY like accupunture needles!....only I have never had accupunture done. So maybe I need to go get accupunture. Or maybe...
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lovecrasher on 2008-05-09 23:17:12
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dreams
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accupunture
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jimmy cliff says it best
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Many rivers to cross
But I can`t seem to find my way over
Wandering I am lost as I travel along
The white cliffs of Dover
Many rivers to cross and it`s only my will
That keeps me alive
I`ve been licked, washed up for years and
I merely survive...
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lovecrasher on 2008-05-04 20:07:13
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Why do men suck? Explicit Content
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I am convinced men have no souls. They really suck. Everytime I try to date one they find someone else like clockwork, they ditch me and stop talking to me. Do I attract XXXXX men? Its just got to be me. I am done playi
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lovecrasher on 2008-05-04 16:49:26
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men suck
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serenity
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Well I accepted that I am ok with life being unfair, pesky, and occasionally overwhelming. I knew I had to rely on myself to pull myself out of the hole I have been in for the last few months. I realized that I am too hard on myself, and I finally forgave myself for not being perfect. Things went...
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Posted by:
lovecrasher on 2008-04-29 21:08:48
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of course Explicit Content
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awesome. the guy I like doesn't like me. I just was informed by my dad that I can't move back home. I am trapped here in a city where I have no friends, no family. my job is torture and well I have hit rock XXXXX botto
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Posted by:
lovecrasher on 2008-04-27 15:08:38
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hurt
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do not nap.
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I just woke up from a dream. In this dream, I was in a hospital room, and my exboyfriend came to visit me. I was sick or something. I was kinda shocked to see him, and then I find out he is evil and helping carry out some apocalyptic duty because apparently he is a minion of the...
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lovecrasher on 2008-04-24 20:09:41
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dream
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shew.
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I feel better already. I overreact sometimes, I think I am calm about things now. I think that if I have faith and live my life, it will all work out in the end. I just need to remember to trust in the grand scheme of things and stop thinking about every little thing that happens. If I do that I...
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lovecrasher on 2008-04-22 22:44:07
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retirement. Explicit Content
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So.....I need to XXXXX about my love life. Why do I keep trying to have one anyway? arggh. I shouldn't have tried to find someone new, now I found this guy I like, but even though I am crazy about him I don't think he re
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lovecrasher on 2008-04-21 18:26:21
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arrgh
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bordom!
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I think I am going to die of straight up bordom living here. I can only clean so much. I can only read so much. I can only play video games so much.I can only paint so much. Its hard to be back here in my apartment alone, after spending a week with my friends and family. I just feel like I am too...
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lovecrasher on 2008-04-01 23:15:00
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bored
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doh.
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So I met a guy that is awesome. He's hot, hes smart, and hes just neat all around. So whats the problem? He lives 2 hours away from me, and I like him too much. When I like someone too much I basically act like I am afraid of them, and get quiet and act aloof. Why can't I just be confident? ...
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lovecrasher on 2008-03-31 19:55:00
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new order lyrics.
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Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't...
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lovecrasher on 2008-03-09 18:41:21
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lovecrasher on 2008-03-02 23:40:39
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oh lord.
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me
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lovecrasher on 2008-03-02 23:34:21
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another boy, another planet
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So I am trying to meet some people to talk to online since meeting people in this area isn't working. I feel lonely right now from being in the center of a transition. I don't know if I am moving or staying. I haven't been able to go out with any of my local friends from where I have been sick...
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Posted by:
lovecrasher on 2008-03-02 12:05:41
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thursday bloody thursday Explicit Content
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So I am convinced that this town is the place where single people go to die. I am single. I guess subconsciously by moving to this pit of dispair I was socially offing myself. Now it looks like this place is physicall
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Posted by:
lovecrasher on 2008-02-29 21:42:07
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sickness
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