For the second consecutive evening/night, am sitting here, and am in pain. My chest hurts, my pulse is feeble, and I never want Cee to know this. she just does so much for me, and makes me want to break down. I never seem like to do enough for her.
First yesterday, I didn't take my medication, but I stole a peck at her. she was mad, at me for stealing it, but well, it worked wonders. woke up today morning hyper, and ready to go.
This eveing, we've had a meal and silverspoon, and it was fine. I asked her for a movie, coz, if the hospital doesn't work out, it will be the last movie am ever going to watch with her. I can't tell her that. I want to see her happy, and smiling. she lights up my world that way.
after the movie, we're back to the office, and I just taken my pack of milk,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I fell like hell. Ohhh Lord, why me?
I am hoping that atleast, she will live to know I loved her from the very bottom of my heart, and that this had absolutely nothing with Male Domes, and an inflated ego.
This was, is, and will always be love, from the bottom of my heart.
Peace!
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