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Well today has been a day of mixed emotions. I tentatively broached the subjct of our impending seperation with my husband and we seem to have managed to come to some kind of agreement. he wants to be here Christmas morning to see the girls open their pressies and despite things I may have thought and said there is no way that I could deny him or them that pleasure.
In a way I am relieved that we have reached an agreement on when he leaves, but there is a part of me that is totally destroyed. I really do not know how I feel, one minute I want to hug him the next I want to strangle him. I am trying to be strong for the girls if they see me break down they will blame him and I dont want that. I cried for the first time over this yesterday and dont seem to be able to keep my emotions in check since.
Tomorrow is going to be difficult as we have to attend a family party. this will be the last time we go anywhere together as a family, not really sure if I can do it.
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Posted by lostandalone on 2007-12-22 20:48:29 | Rating: | Views: 75
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Since you celebrate Christmas, I would like to pray for you if that's OK. Heavenly Father come and bring your kingdom in this situation. In Jesus name.
Blessing to you!
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Posted by Beloved
on 2007-12-22 21:29:47
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Yes, the first breakdown of emotions is like a huge damn breaking. I'm sorry you have to go through this. Bless you and be strong. It does get easier with time.
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Posted by zeppelin67637
on 2007-12-24 01:06:59
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