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New Year- Same shit different date
What a crap day!!! Ever had a day where everything you touch turns to dust......... that is exactly how my day has been. It started with the shower going wrong this morning, covered in soap and shampoo the water went cold I needed to rinse off so I had a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-01 15:35:26 | Rating:

| Views: 89 | Comments: 9 | Tags: crap

A strange but better day
Well after the day I had yesterday I was reluctant to venture out of bed this morning, but the girls wouldnt let me hide away. I know what happened yesterday was kinda funny yet when I thought about it I just wanted to cry. To be honest I have cried at least once a day for past few weeks.......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-02 19:31:30 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 4 | Tags: improving

Prayers for a Friend
Spent most of today with a good friend of mine who is going through some troubled times. She has been with her fella for around 2yrs and he just is not good for her. They do not live together and never have, after 2 abusive marriages she will not live with anyone again. The problem......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-03 18:52:38 | Rating:

| Views: 66 | Comments: 5 | Tags: prayers friend

Crap day
had a really bad day. Have run aruound like an idiot and seem to have got nowhere!! On top of the my asshole of a husband has been taking advantage of my vulnerability and I have been too stupid to see it. I make myself so angry sometimes...Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-04 18:52:49 | Rating:

| Views: 64 | Comments: 2 | Tags: crap

Relief
I have a terrible couple of days, have had a lot of things to sort out now that life has started again after the christmas break. I have managed to ensure that we can stay in the house after the seperation and that has helped me to feel a bit more positive (although it looked dodgy for a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-09 13:13:26 | Rating:

| Views: 76 | Comments: 3 | Tags: relief

All gone bad
Haven't been online for a while, I have not been in a good frame of mind. I let things get things get the better of me, let life bring me down. I sit here with so much to get off my chest yet just cant seem to get out. I have made so many mistakes in my life I find it hard......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-17 18:42:29 | Rating:

| Views: 82 | Comments: 2 | Tags: mistakes

Can't
I cant seem to stay focused on anything during the day my mind keeps drifting, dwelling on problems that I have been having. I try so had hard to thing of the good things yet they dont seem to console me all i can see right now is negative. its as if I have lost all my resolve my......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-23 17:19:47 | Rating:

| Views: 81 | Comments: 3 | Tags: feeling down

Tears
When I lay awake and think each night The happiness we had is nowhere in sight A pain inside I cannot describe Staring at the space by my side I close my eyes to stem the tears that roll Sobbing uncontrollably your pillow I hold Laying alone on the bed again Wishing to be free of......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-27 14:16:51 | Rating:

| Views: 109 | Comments: 6 | Tags: loneliness

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