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In a dark place
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Like the title says I'm in a dark place right now never felt so low in my life. Feeling hollow inside, laughing on the outside yet when I'm alone dispair takes over. Darkness is slowly taking over my life and I have no strength to fight it.
My counsellor told me that I should write......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-13 17:22:49 |
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depressed
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thoughts
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Time for a Change
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Have decided that its time for a new start. My marriage has been a rocky ride (if I'm honest I think its always been like that)
Dont get me wrong there have been good times, very good times but the bad times are becoming more frequent. i have played my part in its downfall but now its......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-18 18:16:18 |
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moving on
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slow realisation....... The irony!!
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Well I had yet another counselling session today, (I have been on treatment for depression since July but am on my way out the other side, i still have bad days but these are becoming less frequent).
These sessions are getting easier as I realise the accumulation of factors that have......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-19 19:23:37 |
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Ironic
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Privacy invaded
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Well the day passed well, but this evening not so good.
I had taken my girls into town for a bit of late night shopping and take the youngest to see santa, when i got home I went to use the computer, which I was under the opinion was jointly owned, and discovered that he has put a......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-20 20:32:04 |
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frustation
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A Poem
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Leisure... By W.H. Davies
What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.
No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.
No time to see, in broad......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-21 07:46:41 |
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poetry
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Mixed Emotions
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Well today has been a day of mixed emotions. I tentatively broached the subjct of our impending seperation with my husband and we seem to have managed to come to some kind of agreement. he wants to be here Christmas morning to see the girls open their pressies and despite things I may have......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-22 20:48:29 |
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emotions
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Empty
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Today was hard our last outing as a family actually it was more like soul destroying. Seeing some of his nieces and nephews for what is likely to be the last time in a very long time has left me feeling empty. I tried and failed to keep hold of my emotions. Next test to my resolve the 26th that......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-23 18:40:30 |
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emotions
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Final
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well this is it the start of our last christmas together.going to bed now to lie awake again at least I know it wont be long before the kids have me up and dont give me time to dwell...Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-24 20:35:32 |
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heartbroken
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He left today. Feel as if my heart has been torn out, have to be strong for the girls but that seem like an impossible task. Think I will sleep on the sofa tonight cant bare the thought of being in that bed without him. Part of me wishes I could hate him so that this would be easier. the thought......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-26 16:40:10 |
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alone
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Thank you all
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I have to say I am amazed at the support shown to me by others who use this site. To all of you who have shown that you care I send my most heartfelt thanks. I cannot begin to say how much this means, from you and my girls I know I will find the strength to climb out of the darkness...Read More
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Posted on: 2007-12-26 19:40:02 |
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