Today I have gone from missing him to being angry at him. I thought he was going to take the two youngest girls for a couple of hours tomorrow but he has made no attempt to contact me to make arrangements. They have asked if they are seeing him tomorrow and I have tried to answer truthfully without putting him down in front of them. Its possible that I have made a mistake and that was never his intention but I havent mentioned it to the girls so where have they got the idea from?

What really gets me is that we both have messenger, and he can see when I am online as I can see when he is so he canmake arrangements if he wants to without it even costing the price of a text message.

The other thing that has got to me is that the youngest has been holding her mobile all day waiting for daddy to text her first because she text him first yesterday. I can understand him not wanting to contact me but why not the girls. is that he doesnt realise just how much it would mean to them?  It could be as he hasnt seen the effect this had had on them, afterall it is me who has to peice their fragile little hearts back together.

I dont know if you read this J ( I know that you have before) but if you do contact the girls one way or another, text them, email them use messenger just dont risk loosing them for good.