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I aint been here to share my thoughts in a good while... But really feel the need to get them out... I had to take a leave from work in April of last year because of my POTS... (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome) and I recently got to go back in Feb of this year... I was really excited... I just wanted to get back to my normal daily routine... I am so tired though! All the time... I am miserable- but I have to paste a smile on my face from the minute I walk in that door till I leave... I'm not happy at all... :( I am happy because I am working and doing some of the things I did before... But I'm not happy because I am always tired... The more active I am the faster my heart beats... My heart gets up to 150 sometimes higher just walking at a semi-fast pace... Just standing my heart beats anywhere from 125 to 138 bpm... Thats standing still not moving at all... Anyhow because my heart beats so fast all the time my body thinks I am exercising... And we all know how getting a good exercise makes you really tired... It sucks! Anyways I work at Walmart mostly at the service desk... Sometimes I check and do other things... When it's really busy and I'm having to check it wears me out in less then 10 minutes... And I'm miserable for the remainder of the day... But I dont want to tell them I CANT check at all because I dont want to seem like I'm a problem... Does any of this make any sence? I'm gonna write more later...
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Posted by losingcontrol on 2008-03-30 22:45:00 | Rating: | Views: 43
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I feel so sorry for you. I would hate to be that way. I guess I have to be thankful for what I have.
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Posted by SubTomato
on 2008-03-30 23:01:20
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