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I'm at work today, it's fun and I love it, but sometimes I wish I had some time off just to be able to clear my head. I need to start looking for an apartment, otherwise I can end up homeless, and that is not good. The semester is over, we start classes on January 2...that's the winter session. It ends on January 18th. I'd love to see how the professors are going to manage to fit 16 weeks worth of school material in just two weeks. If anything, I am prepared to dig my own grave and suffer the consequences of choosing to take this class. It won't be pretty, I know it won't...the things we do to make our parents proud and happy. I got a C and two D's this semester. Not good, I know. But thankfully, my GPA was high enough that it wasn't affected too much. Well, it's still over 2.00 and that's all I care about right now. I wish there was an easier way around this whole school system. I know I will become successful one day, I don't need school to tell me that...I just need life's experiences.
Tax season is coming up...never had to do the whole tax thing...I don't know what to do, where to start or how to do it!! Help anyone?
It's cold and windy here in Southern California. It's actually quite depressing. I'll be working throughout the holiday season.
My grandma is sick, the doctors told my mom that it would be pointless to admit her into the hospital again, it would just be a waste of money and that it's just a matter of time for her. I can't say I'm devastated, there comes a day when we all die, I just pray that she doesn't suffer in the process.
I'll be moving into my own place soon, so hopefully things will be okay. Haven't told my friend that I was looking for a place of my own. She left the country to go visit her family...it's good in a way, gives me a break as well.
I took a walk a couple of nights ago and it helped clear out a lot of things...starting with this whole "friendship" ordeal. The reason my grades go down hill, is because I'm always aiming to make people happy, so when someone says, "lets go to this party and get drunk" or "I'm so frustrated I need a drink, can you go with me"...I say yes, me being the weakling has affected my lifestyle and my grades. I cannot and will not do that anymore. If I have to stop being her friend, then so be it. Chances are we won't be meeting up in life any time soon...once classes are over with, I'll be leaving, I'll be a free soul, I won't have to deal with the materialistic people here. Yes, they'll be everywhere, but some are better than others.
I've met a guy (he was in one of my classes last semester), he seems to really like me and respects me. He's serious about his school work and it turned out that we will be taking the same winter class and a similar class next semester. Hopefully he turns out to be serious and not a liar about his dedication to work.

Well, that's my story. I should get back to work. Happy Holidays to you all.