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Adjusting to the culture
Well, here I am again. Just when I thought I was getting a hold of how things work around here and how things are done, I find myself lost and confused all over again. A month and a half into my teaching job I realized that I just wasn’t cut out to be a teacher…I didn’t have......Read More
Posted on: 2008-11-13 04:30:26 |  Rating: | Views: 17 | Comments: 2 | Tags: adjusting  work  friends  interview  sick  contract 
Happy Birthday to me...
Tomorrow is my birthday, I've been depressed all day today. I'm not sure why I always become blue when it's time for my birthday. I went out tonight with a friend, came back home hoping I could go to sleep, but then I found my brother and his friends here. My brother has been wanting me to spend......Read More
Posted on: 2008-09-26 16:27:47 |  Rating: | Views: 46 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Birthday  death  work  children  family  depression 
Sleeping to get away
Well, I'm a little more convinced today than the day that I came back home, that I truly need to get back on my depression pills. I can't do this anymore. My mother doesn't like my friends, and my father doesn't like the fact that I'm not working with him at the store. My sisters aren't happy......Read More
Posted on: 2008-09-19 04:35:03 |  Rating: | Views: 39 | Comments: 0 | Tags: independence  family  differences  cry  teaching  Jordan  Middle East  Giving  
Giving rather than taking
While working today, a woman in her early 50's walks into the office with my father (she also happens to be a regular and respectable customer), and while they sit down to talk, and I continue my work on the computer, I couldn't help but over hear them talk about the gift of giving. She was......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-31 11:56:35 |  Rating: | Views: 52 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Poor  ramadan  giving  God  Allah  regret 
Why do all good things come to an end?
So many memories I want to hold on to, but then there are some memories I wish never even existed. I hate myself when I do something I know I shouldn't be doing but do it anyway. I look around the apartment now and all I see are packed suitcases, everything I own are slowly being put away......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-17 04:35:24 |  Rating: | Views: 72 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Life  leaving  missing  hurting  crying 
Incredible Moments
Well, here I am again, so much to write, but so little words to help me express myself. The guy I met last Sunday (I'll just call him Mr. Incredible) and I have been talking quite a lot. We went out last Thursday alone. It was the most amazing thing ever. I never had such an amazing time. He......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-08 03:35:31 |  Rating: | Views: 29 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Mr. Incredible  malfunction   
Updates
Wow, it has definitely been a while since I was last on Thoughts.com. I didn't forget about my page and I definitely haven't been free of thoughts, ideas, or worries. Well here's an updated with what happened since the last time I was on here. I went to court, and wasn't able to get the......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-29 04:38:22 |  Rating: | Views: 35 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Stalker  leaving  friends  feelings 
A lot of work to be done...little time to do them
It's Friday...I should be going out, right? Well, I guess not. I have a lot of school work to finish. I still have three term papers to write, five journals, and 1 quiz....all due by Monday. I would have no problem finishing a lot of it...except that I'm too tired, and quite honestly, I don't......Read More
Posted on: 2008-04-25 21:10:51 |  Rating: | Views: 90 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cooking  school  work  tired  sleepy  time 
I hate him and I hate what he has done
I don’t know how much more I’ll be able to take. The few days wasted getting the stupid restraining order and talking to the police have pushed my school work behind. I haven’t been able to get a good night’s sleep in a while, when I do sleep, I have the same dream. My......Read More
Posted on: 2008-04-23 00:57:58 |  Rating: | Views: 124 | Comments: 3 | Tags: hate  stalker  school  life  tired  sleepy  unproductive  mad  frustrated  stressed 
I find it hard
I should be asleep right now, it's about 1:07am, and I have work early tomorrow morning (yes, I'm working on a Sunday), and I'm starting to get a cold, and I haven't slept properly in a few days. They all sound like good reasons, eh? One problem though...I can't get myself to go to sleep. When I......Read More
Posted on: 2008-04-20 04:15:14 |  Rating: | Views: 89 | Comments: 0 | Tags: writing  cold  school  stalker  cry  scared  afraid 

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