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My overwhelming thoughts Explicit Content
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Lifes become worse so much worse and my reason for not writing on here for so long is because I have gotten to that point that not only have I pushed evryone away and cannot talk to a soul including my mother, it has bec
ome to painful to even write out my thoughts and to even share them with...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-06-19 06:24:35
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Anorexia
bulimia
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In Complete Darkness
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In Complete darkness,
I live in the shadow of a life,
I hide from the world,
for fear of it's judgment and condemnation.
My sadnness strikes a...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-04-10 15:34:18
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Anorexia
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-04-05 17:30:07
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The Darkness creeps in.
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Is it possible to ever run dry of tears? If so then I should have cryed for the last time.
Not one day goes by when I am not consumed within tears, my head heavy as are my eyes.
In 6 days no food have passed lips and I feel myself fighting those frantic thoughts to over...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-03-23 08:56:21
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The Untold Story!
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I am a mess of eyeliner and contradictions
who's thought's and mantras are interupted by prayers and wishes to be thin.
I am the girl on the street who people pass with no inkling, no idea and with no regreat of her...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-03-23 08:05:03
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Anorexia
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Dear Ana!
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My hatred blooms like a pale rose,
as I reap the sorrow life sows.
If mirror reflections lie to me,
what is it then that I can't see?
I feel here...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-03-22 18:59:48
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Anorexia
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May I Bud And Never Flower.
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As the days and weeks drift into each other I find myself sliping further into despair.
After a week of total ailianation and over eating I sat today on a bench facing the mountains.
The wind was feirce and blew hard at my face and body. The distant hills and mountains were...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-02-24 15:42:06
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Anorexia
depression
Bulimia
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pain
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My Dark Secret!
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I awoke this morning to sunshine filling my room it's such a beautiful day, but as It is not enough to cox me outside. I sit here now in my bedroom, curtains closed to block out the day.
I'm confused tired and hungrey, and Apathy and depression root me to my bed.
When I left...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-02-10 08:41:38
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Depression
Anorexia Nervosa
Suicide
Scribe
Lonely
Alone
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Can anybody hear me?
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I've been sitting here for a while wondering if I really can put my feelings in to words, was it really that simple, and who would listen?
For someone like myself that is always thinking, always writing to herself trying to make sense of what has happend to me, expressing...
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Posted by:
lonelyscribe on 2008-02-09 10:12:07
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Anorexia
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