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This is the beginning of a long relationship of journal writing. I am not the best writer, nor am I a good speller and I never make any since. I am only keeping this journal to have a place to go and write down or type my feelings that I have inside. I may be selfish at times, but I love my family with all my heart and I just want to have a place to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and not at them. I have a tendency to do that a lot and it kills me inside.
If anyone, or any of my families find this and reads it one day I hope they do not get offended by any of this. This is just a place for me to speak the truth of my feelings. Everyone hates that I speak of my feelings out load so as of today Nov. 24, 2007 I am an new person. I will try my damndest to not speak out and hurt peoples feelings even though I never thought that I was it was just me, being me....
These are my goals:
To make my husband the happiest man in world.
Make my kids the happiest kids and love their childhood and treasure it forever.
Not make my mother feel so unwanted....she isn't to me
Stop screaming at everyone
Get along with my nieces and nephews...some are scared of me
and the list goes on.........
I am a horrible person it seems and it hurts me to think that people think that of me especially my family.
Well this is the beginning of a long boring, no since making journal....bear with me
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Posted by lonelyinside on 2007-11-24 22:13:57 | Rating: | Views: 71
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Welcome to the site! Scream all you want. Don't stop saying what you think, maybe it is how you say it or maybe you are just 'picking your battles wrong'. Take some time for yourself. :)
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Posted by CountryRoads
on 2007-11-25 00:44:51
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G'day! mind if I call you child'?Well...get used to it! OK...your not perfect!-- show me someone who is?? As for being a horrible person, well thats what we Aussies call bullshit!--excuse the language please! How do I know?---simple!
1) you recognize you have faults and you want to do something to improve things.
2) you want to be a better wife,mother and daughter. Hardly the goals of a horrible person!
3)you are unselfish in that you intend to vent here instead of in the face of your family.
Stick to this plan and don't feel guilty...you on a winner child! lol
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Posted by rupert7
on 2007-11-25 05:13:36
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Thanks for the warm welcomes!
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Posted by lonelyinside
on 2007-11-25 14:44:55
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