I am dying to have a cig but I don't know when everyone else is coming home.  Heaven forbid if I have a smoke and someone sees me. 

I mean hell what am I, two. 

I can't even smoke in my own car without my mother giving me this look that says "I can't believe you would stoop so low as to have a cig, how could you?" 

And it is not like I smoke in front of her.  Oh hell, and that better freeze over first.  I can't even go outside to have a smoke because then everyone is outside trying to see what I am doing.  Why the hell are they doing that?

It is not just with cigs.   If I am on the computer, everyone wants to know what I am doing.  As if it is any of their business anyway.

Seriously, how crazy is that.  Sh*t and I thought I was an adult.
Well at least the last time I checked.

Um, yup driver's license still says I am an adult.  Wow imagine that!!!

If that is so, why do I feel like I have to hide all the time?  And why does everyone at my house feel the need to track my every move.
Hell, I can't even leave the house to have a smoke without an excuse. 

And dear god I better not come back smelling like smoke.

So if you can just imagine the lengths I go to, to not smell like smoke.

I am telling you it is not easy.

Life is so crazy and then you die(lucky bas*t*rds)