ahh im really stressed out  and thers so many reasons why

wrestling - one of my friends and one of my gfs best frienfds is leaveing fir the army and hes haveing one last match , and i have the honor of being in it agianst him,  but when i volintered for the match i was probally thinking with my ego rather than my reasonable thoughts.  thers  2 basic ways to set up matches , 1 u practice the match before hand  and learn it beofre the show or 2  u just wing it and hope  it works out.  im kinda in the middle but lean more towards  just winging it. i like  to wing the match  but set up high spots big moves  before hand.   and its  because im really bad  at remembering but im good with coming up with things at the moment , wich is  bad  because my friend  is  more of an average  wrestle  doesnt aklways  do moves good  and  is horrible at winging matches  and  constantly goes over the whole thing , wich is  driveing me nuts. we have to conastantly keep reviseing the match so its like we ahve to learn something new,  also doing the actual moves  is physicaly stress full.  winging the match u do it once its  done   great im sore but thats ok, practiceing it  u ahve to keep doing it  and  it makes me wicked sore  and its just annoying. 
also my gf wants  towrestle  wich is  great  the bad part  is  right now  it seems like  the company wont let her  and thers  no real reason wich sucks,  so what  me and my friend are trying to do is have her  do  moves in the match. and i feel like she has plenty of moves  but  she  doesnt  and   i cant really do anything about it its  not her match!  and  we only ahve a day to the show i cant  change what we ahve  now. i wanna  make her  happy  but the only way  shed  be happy  is  if  she was  in the match completely  instead.   i wanna work with her  shes  my baby  but  its  like  i put my pride  aside  for her to be in the match at all , its like   i feel  that  im kinda makeing my character look i dont wanna  say  bad  but  idk how  else  to describe it , like  i dont need her  help to  beat  him  and  i feel like  haveing her  help make my character  look like  a panzy basically  but  i love  her  so  im  trying to get her  in as much as  possible  because  we all basically  know after this  match  she wont be  doing anything  : \   any ways  the  jist  match amkeing me stressed  and i wish  she could just wrestle like she wants to .


car probloms-  basically  both our cars  suck , my car is  horrible  every other month it needs to be fixed  my dad bought it fo  me  but the thing is it sucks  him and his friend  picked a shitty car  god i swaer all tghe money  we ahve to put into it to fix  it  could  ahve  just goten me a newer car that doesnt suck,    her  car  isnt that bad  its  not wonderful but i actually like it its  homely if that amkes sense :P  but  it needs its  oil change  tomorrow! and  its   just  the worst timeing ever  we have so much to do and now  we ahve to deal with that : / 

 
love -  im not really haveing love probloms  me and my girl  are very much still in love , its just were getting really stressed and were starting to fight . wich i ahte  so much  and  idk  if  this  is fair for me to get  upset  over  but  we need to amke  love.  i need  to  ahve  her close  kiss her  kiss her  skin  feel her  skin close to mine i need to look in her eyes and feel  her love ,  and i idk  we need to be flirty  and  cuddly and  we wernt today because  we were ahveing a bad  day  and every one does   the next day will be right ? that the thing  its one of those times   i can tell ur not gonna  the next day so u cant even look forward to the next day, so i know were gonna ahve a bad  day tomorrow to unless something changes  soon  and that amkes me  sad  i  ned my love :, (