Hey lofijerm,
My handle is jwcj and I have been reading your postings.
Sounds to me like your going through some shit right now and it's been causing great pain and anger.
I have come to "thoughts.com" so that I will have the opportunity to meet and talk with people. I hope that I may be able to have an interactive experience with as many people as possible.
There is another person on here that seems to have some things in common with you and maybe you two might want to read eachothers blogs, and possibly start a private talk about what is going on .
Do me a favor and go to "recent posts"
find a post by: dAYdREAM1910 called "Details" posted on 2007-10-16 at 22:54:46 read what he has posted, and then read what I (jwcj) have placed as a comment.
I've attempted suicide more than once in my life; twice because of failing relationships, and twice because of severe pain from a broken back. It's not any kind of answer and although I'm not sure about God, I do thank God that the suicide attemps failed, because there is not enough papper in the world to tell you how great my life is now.
If you want send a mail to me, I will take the time to talk to you about whatever you want, just don't send me a bunch of superficial bullshit as your life and mine are too short to not be discussing serious issues and real problems.
Sincerely,
jwcj