Well today I talked to a lady with an apartment complex and she told me that she had just finished leasing her last apartment,  you know what this tells me?  That God has something better planned for me and I am just gonnna have to be patient and wait on him.  Work went well today and my spirits continue to remain high.  I got a hotel room with my paycheck, I know I know should be saving my money but I REALLY needed a shower and a bed to sleep on tonight.  I was stressing about how to wash my clothes as the only laundramat is across town and it's like 99 degrees outside, but once again the Lord provided it turns out that the hotel has laundry facilities.  So I can stay indoors and relax.  Talked to my daughter on the phone makes me happy and a little sad at the same time.  Just like metal that is heated and folded 1000 times is turned into an unbreakable sword so will my strength soar going through all of this.  God has a plan for me and nothing I can do or anybody else can do will change that, I just got to be patient and wait on him instead of rushing and making stupid choices cause I don't want to wait