Evan and I have been friends for some 5 years give or take a little. He dated one of my best friends for a little over a year.  We became good friend and realized how much we really did have in common and honestly it scared me at how much we were alike and didn't know. We became best friends talking everyday about everything and anything.. he picked up another girlfriend along the way who i accepted obviously being his best friend i was happy for him i didn't think she was the best girl for him but i gave her the benifit of the doubt. After hanging out with him and his gf as a third wheel  always fun.. she made me feel very uncomfortable and Evan was not himself around her. We had a month period last summer where we really didn't talk much we didn't have a falling  out we just each had gone our seperate ways and were dating people. when we started talking again it was back to normal as it that time gap had not existed at all. Evan and I never talked about his gf but we generally didn't hang out when she was around we really were just best friends and i loved spending time with him. I swear one day i just woke up and came to the realization that i was in love with my best friend but i didn't want to admit that to myself at the time and continued to swear to my friends and family that we were just best friends. Ev started to talk to me about his gf and the troubles they were going through and asking my advice. Trying not to let my feelings get in the way i gave him the best advice i could and just wanted to be the best friend i could be. as he went through his rocky relationship i talked to him when he was upset and just wanted the best for him. long talks on the phone were a habit between the two of us and they always seemed to be the most meaningful and fulfiling conversations. One night i get a call by my very upset bestfriend he told me he wanted to tell me something...  the long silence before he got the courage to say  that he was in love with me was i swear a million hours. If you have ever had someone who you are absolutely positively head over heals for profess there love for you...you know how i felt that night like the most gorgeous princess of some fantasy world... that was one of the best moments of my life. Although those were the words i had dreamt of hearing he still had a gf. He came home from that vacation and we hung out and did our normal friday night sleep over.. and slept in the same bed as friends. We had a game like ritual that when we were on the phone or with eachother and he went silent i would ask him what he was thinking and he would tell me or just say nothing enjoying  the serenity. That night i asked him what he was thinking... and he looked at me dead serious with his beautiful blue eyes." do you really want to know?" of course intrigued i told him "yes" he laid back down again for a few minutes and i knew that whatever he was going to tell me was really important and this time the minutes that passed were not long and they seemed perfect. Expecting a verbal response i was completely awe struck when he leaned over and kissed me. It was the most amazing moment in my life thus far. I have never been surprised so much. We have been together for sometime and sometimes i honestly think i fall in love with him over and over again everytime i see him. 

i want to do something really special for him or surprise him with something like he did me with our first kiss. I want to make him feel as loved and as special as he has continually made me feel throughout our relationship.... does anyone have any suggestions or ideas?