You know you have seen the breast charts on the wall on how to check yourself for lumps. I've always checked, but I've always thought they would be BIG, obvious lumps. Like, in-your-face-you-can-see-them-without-feeling bumps. But, that's not always the case.

About two months ago, i got a small bump on the side of my left breast. I thought it was just like an underskin zit, so I tried to pop it. But, it sent a weird pain in my body, and it didn't bust. So, I just ignored it and let it go. But, it kept bothering me.
It's grown larger now, so I finally showed my mom(a nurse).
We're hoping it's only a Cyst that they will just remove.
But, worse case, it can be... Cancer.

Ahh, i'm freaking out. I don't know what to dooo!
It's not like I haven't had medical problems before.
I have like 10 different doctors... but this could be CANCER
I'm trying not to make myself go crazy... be calm. But this is scarry...
Any thoughts?


***My throat is still sucking. My mom is goin to tell the surgeon that we NEED to get them out, because of lack of sleep.
Logan has been keeping in touch, only to come drink with him late at night.
i'm not giving in that easy. He needs to come see ME! Agreed?