I have continuously seen Ghosts, spirits, whatever since i can remember. I swear they like to taunt me :-p
Some nights are quiet, other's not so much. I really wish I still had that pic I took where a girl ended up in it, beside my friends kid who I was babysitting. He saw it, so i'm really not crazy even though most who read this will think yup she's crazy or just plain dumb haha
and that's okay too because honestly I am not looking for anyone's approval. I know what I saw, and what i Hear. and no im not psyzophrenic. (bad spelling apologies)
anywho, sometimes I will wake up at night with someone yelling my name, i'll look and no one will be there, I will fall back asleep, and again it sounds as if someone is literally sitting in my ear yelling my name.
Lately i've been hearing footsteps of barefeet on my hardwood floor, walking up beside my bed. It feel's like someone is watching me, i never turn over to see, because i'm too chicken to find out what's really there.
Again the other night, I ALWAYS lock my bedroom door, not a night goes by that I don't, i refuse to sleep or even go into my room unless my door is locked. ( i have issues leave me alone :p )
That night was normal, sleeping, then hearing footsteps by my bed, and when I woke up i noticed my door was unlocked. It was not a mistake, yes I locked my door, and no my family did not pick it and enter my room as i fell asleep, they were in bed long before i was, and my room is in the basement, besides if they wanted something they would bang on the door and yell at me.
I know I sound compeletly obsured, I try to ignoure it, I try to block it from my head but the more I block it, the more "they" try.
The first encounters of these said "ghosts" happend when I was quite young, I believe 3 or 4 years old. My great-grandmother passed, and I saw her sitting on the end of my bed, and when I was around 5 years old I was taunted by something not so nice. I would wake up to him calling my name, and his face would appear on my dresser, no it is not sleep walking not it is not dreaming, all of this was real. I remember it clearly, I remember putting the covers over my head, waking up each morning suffocating, and yelling for my mom.
It's real, to me anyways :p
a few month's ago, I again heard my name being yelled out, I woke up, looked up at my ceiling and saw a shadow of a man looking down, i ran like hell outta there that night haha
it's weird, with each spirit, is a new feeling. The little boy that I saw over the summer time at my new job, Im a nanny, and I saw this sweet little boy looking at me through a window, I went to see what he wanted, but then he was gone. At first I thought it was one of the kids friends, but nope. They never heard of this kid.
I have no idea what this rambling is all about, I felt like writing, and so here it is.
I realise how this makes me look, but at this poing I honestly don't really care. It's halloween soon, should be fun, i'm planning on scaring a friend of mine when she comes over. It's tradtion to do so hehe
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