OK, that's it!
I give in,
you win.
Are you happy now?
because, really,
I do not know what to do!
People I love are being taken,
taken away from me.
Yes it might be for the best.
but they were my stability,
and now they're going,
one by one.
And now,
I'm left with the pieces
the pieces that,
that didn't work!
I'm left with the rough edges,
and now,
I'm crushed,
I give in,
you win.
I thought I had a chance.
but obviously,
I'm just not strong enough,
I'm not as strong as I once was,
And now, I'll have all year,
to become what I once was,
I'll become a person,
who's boxed themselves in;
into a place where no one can get them,
where I can't be hurt.
Where my emotions will Ice over again,
I'll be a shell.
Some people would say I'm not living,
But I will be surviving!
I'll be alone,
It will become as if,
as if I have forgotten.
Like I have forgotten everything
that I've learned in the past
3 and a half years.
I've been beaten,
and now I'll go into my shell;
at least I'll be safe there...
so this is it,
I give up,
you win,
I'm not strong enough on my own,
I've forgotten how to hold myself up,
I cannot stand on my own two feet.
So this is it,
I'm going back to what I was before,
a shell,
who's smiles are hard to earn.
I hope you're happy now!
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