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I'm Just Crazy. Plain and Simple
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When I'm not cutting myself, I'm off being an idiot or a cold-hearted bitch. Why? Because I'm trying to stop cutting. But it isn't working. It makes me crazy. Well, not crazy to myself. But it's the sick part of me that leaks out that should stay hidden away. And I can't help it, thoughts just......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-10 22:10:37 |
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Comments: 4 | Tags:
self-injury
compassion
hatred
flaws
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Headaches and trespassing.
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Well, I'm an artist. One of those girls you see in school splattered in paint/ink/marker/charcoal/oil pastel etc. The ones carrying around a portfolio filled with peices, always drawing in class, at lunch, in the abandoned house up the street... But any way. I like art, and recently I've found......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-11 19:47:25 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
trespassing
art
obsession
quiet
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I've given up...
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On making sense... There are so many different things that are fogging up my head and I can't really maneuver my way through it. I hate over thinking things, one little thing and my mind is off. Stirring up debris from places I do not want to go.
I want to lie here in a ball in the......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-11 20:42:05 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
headaches
tired
cutting
self-injury
depression
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Social Commentary
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We were given a project in art. To create a social commentary using art. What am I commenting on? Teen self-injury/depression. If any of you have links to sites that have new articles or magazine articles on the topic that would be really helpful. Art is the only thing that is keeping me going......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-15 20:56:38 |
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art
social commentary
articles
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Is there a point?
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Is there a point for trying so hard, working so hard, moving foward so quickly? We all try so hard, just to die in the end. All of the experiences, moments, ideas, magnificent creations, disasterous mistakes, are gone when we die. And the people around you will be said, but that's gone when they......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-15 21:12:03 |
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Comments: 5 | Tags:
suicide
self-injury
depression
cutting
relapse
loss of hope
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Around and Around
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In circles I fall. Spinning madly and out of control.
Slowing down, speeding up, but never stopping,
For fear of falling down again.
For fear that there will be no one to catch me.
So I keep spinning, spinning, spinning....Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-16 21:46:44 |
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poetry
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Empty-headed.
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The only thing I can think of today are song lyrics. "Today I fell, and felt better." "Paralyzed by the same old antics, back and forth like some walking spastic." "My stomach hurts now, not tied off in lace. I pray beg for anything, to hit me in the face."......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-16 22:03:59 |
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Comments: 1 | Tags:
trigger
lyrics
The Used
music
therapy
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Fall Away
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I really just want to lie down, and stay there for the next few days. I'm tired, and since my blood tests I feel as though I'm free for a little while.
Now, my sense of freedom isn't the same as other's. My sense of freedom is more "Look, I can bruise, beat, burn, cut myself for the next......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-18 23:40:24 |
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self-injury
depression
sadness
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Is it strange? Is it wrong?
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I'm not addicted to drugs, or alcohol, or adrenaline rushes. But I do crave it. Someone says "weed" and my heart thuds and I'll do almost anything for a hit. I dream about the stuff. And alcohol, I really don't like the taste. I'll drown it in something, but I won't stop drinking until......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-25 22:34:18 |
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Comments: 1 | Tags:
drugs
alcohol
stupidity
self-injury
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I did it again -Graphic-
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I cut. Not just cut, carved. A word. Into my arm again. I know everyone else already knows my flaws, they point them out all the time. So why do I feel the need to carve them into me?
In a sick, twisted way I like the scars. I like watching myself bleed, and I like seeing the scars. A......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-04-28 19:07:10 |
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Comments: 5 | Tags:
self-injury
hopelessness
depression
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