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i ran out of vanilla stoli, so i'm drinking good ole soco. its good mixed with diet dr pepper suprisingly. yeah i'm an ALKI but i can't sleep the booze helps that
i'm unhappy i think-but the prozac might be working because i don't feel like jumping in front of a train anymore
YEAH PROZAC
i want to leave though
MY HUSBAND MY 2 BEAUTIFUL CHIILDREN
i want to go to detroit michigan where it's its cold and i don't know anyone
where i can be alone and work a shitty job
where i can drink and drug myself without hurting anyone else
BUT MY KIDS I LOVE THEM
i makes me sad to even think about leaving them
NOT THE HUSBAND THOUGH-- I HATE HIM
start new fresh leave
i want to so badly
leave the pressure-
WIFE MOTHER FULL TIME JOB
too much to handle
alone i could drink i could smoke i could hate myself
WITHOUT HURTING ANYONE ANYMORE
but the question truly in are they
BETTER OFF WITH OR WITHOUT ME
i don't know which one
either way my kids hate me and my husband eventually divorces me
who wants a drunk for a wife or mom
WHAT A PIECE OF CRAP LEAVES THEIR KIDS
WHAT PIECE OF CRAP VALUES BOOZE OVER THEIR KIDS
i don't know
i don't know how i feel
everything is so mixed up
I'M SCARED
i just want to be okay
i guess the prozac isn't working afterall
HELP
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Posted by lindsey2092 on 2007-11-12 02:20:06 | Rating: | Views: 72
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don,t feel along there are alot of us suffering out there one way or another.Our private little hell. Can I have someof your prozac (never tried it) just let go.Its hard but try it without the booze.No well at least try itg. I need the booze and cigarettes.
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Posted by flipmaster
on 2007-11-12 02:27:08
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You need to step out of self-pity land and change your life! If you love your kids you will clean yourself up and step out on your own and show your kids what you are! Don't let this rule your life, but to let it is weak! again, if you LOVE your Kids, get CLEAN! It IS that easy!
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Posted by Rajah1116
on 2007-11-12 15:31:24
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Get your head outta the gutter and pick yourself up. Not for you... because truethfully it's not about you. Grow up before your kids do.
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Posted by LadiLucifer
on 2007-11-20 07:53:03
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