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I feel sad when I don't want to, mad when I don't need to, and hate when I can't figure out the reasons of either. I am not a needy or self pity person and I can't stand myself when I act like one. It doesn't make sense to me when these array of feelings come out of the air with no purpose or direction. I am always left with the question as to why these "troubles" picked me when they could have chosen an actual people in actual turmoil. Nothing is bothering me. I am in perfect condition. Unless my mind is trying to tell me something or bring my attention from elsewhere, these moods have no reason in my life.

I hate them.
I hate being vulnerable.

I used to be tough. And now, I feel pathetic.

am i alone?