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Lots of things that really hurt me...
I hate the idea when u feel like that those people who seemed to be close to u are nothing but strangers... u think u knew them for years but the irony is that u dont really do!!!
I hate the fact that i have to sit around people that hurt me months ago and pretend like nothing had happened just to break the ice. I should keep a distance. I should do what makes me comfy! I'm lying to myself... i feel like crying... its such s worry such a burden i dont know how long i can take it!
I dont know if they even call me their friend when behind my back they call me "someone who is different" cz we dont share the same religion. When will it be the time when this country will not judge u according to ur religion but judge u for what u really r.
I want to think about myself...i want to put myself first just for one time in my life. i hate it. but everything around me says that they really dont care about me, dont really me, dont really give a damn if they keep me as their friend or if they dont.
It's got to know... eventhough reality hurts but i think its beneficial !!!
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Posted by limaindia on 2008-12-19 16:46:48 | Rating: | Views: 34
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