Hi. Well. Just an update. My schedule saw a few more changes than listed before. I'm currently taking French, The Culture of the Lyric in Traditional China, Global Climate Change, Government 100, Aerobics, and Pilates. I also sing in the choir.
It is 12:30 on a Sunday afternoon. Such a lazy day. I would say that yesterday was lazy, only it wasn't. I did so much homework. Not like....assignments. Just reading and taking notes. Thus, I feel like I wasted my weekend. I did necessary academic activity, but I could have done that over the week that has ended, and been home with my family, and my lover, and my bed.
I have had such a time of it trying to sleep. Perhaps its this damned warm spell we've been having. 1 AM and I have had trysts together for the last three nites in a row. Come, come cooler weather: chill me to sleep.
I don't like being here on the weekends. This is school, not home. I am perfectly happy and content to live here during the week and to stay on the weekends if a paper MUST be done. I guess it just sounds like im homesick. But I'm not. It's just that in the absence of home, nothing has come to fill its place. This school leaves us (rightfully so) alone on the weekends, and i have no friends. i chuckle at myself. because im ok with this----i haven't exerted myself to make them. i don't feel unhealthy without them. perhaps next year i will hit my stride.