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I need help! Ok so Burgy stayed the night last night. We talked to Brandon and his friend Dylan on the phone for like 2 hours. Well mainly it was Burgy talking to Dylan. But some of the things they said were really well lets just say disturbing.... You really don't want to know. Well Brandon seemed fine. Well today he got on and Burgy was still here and we were trying to talk to him and he wasnt responding. Burgy finally said as a joke you displease me. He said WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT MY DAD JUST DIED. We felt so bad. We were like oh my god we are sorry and we also said that we will be here if he wants to talk about anything. He said well I am not talking to anyone or anything anymore. We got worried that he would go suicidal on us again. The thing is me and Burgy have never heard him meantion his dad before. We had only heard him talk about his mom. We decided to call him because he signed off of msn. He answered and said hi really sadly. We were like you know we are always here if you need to talk and we were trying to comfort him and he hung up on us. We called again and he didn't answer. So we decided to go ahead and leave him alone. Me and Burgy went for a really long walk. It was like an hour. We got back then like 10 minutes later Burgys dad picked her up. And just before he picked her up Brandon got on. Well I had to sign her off of her msn and I stayed on yahoo messenger. Well not even 2 seconds after she left Brandon messeged me he said burgy. I told him that she had just left like 2 seconds ago. He said damnit I really need to talk to her. I said do you want me to text her what you were going to say but he said no I have to tell her this myself. Yeah that hurt like hell when he said that but he has also known her longer, a lot longer, then me. So I understand that he would go to her first. Then he had to go because his msn wasnt letting him message me. God I feel really bad for him. I feel so bad that I want to cry.

God, he was so happy just the other day. We were flirting a lot. then this happened.

But on Thursday, I was talking to him.Thursday was my moms birthday and I told him that. He said well tell your mom that your boyfriend said happy birthday. I started laughing. I was like ok! lol. Then I said oh wait my mom is gone. I was like so your my boyfreind now, just joking with him because I know he was joking about that, and he just put lol. Then as we were talking if I left and came back and he left and came back he would say hey baby. I was like so happy. During the conversation he asked if I had a webcam. I said no but even if I did you wouldn't be able to veiw it because I am on yahoo and your on msn. He said well I have yahoo and he gave me his yahoo address. So I added him and he sent me an invite to veiw his webcam. I accepted and it said no signal. I told him that and he said I know. I was just teasing you. I was like meanie! He said yeah well you tease me all the time. I said well its fun teasing you. He said well since you said that I am not talking to you. I was like nooo *sob* and we just kept doing that for 5 minutes.

Ok now if you are really wanting to know what happened yesterday when me and Burgy were talking to Brandon and Dylan, here is what it was. They got on msn last night and Brandon said guess who is over. It ended up being Dylan. Then they said yeah we are really horny. Me and burg were like ummm...... Then they were saying that their cocks were the size of king kong. Then they called us and we talked on the phone for a few then they hung up on us. they called back and we ignored them. They left a voice mail and we only listened to the first few seconds of it because it was them making noises of them "doing it" Me and Burgy were like gah! then on the computer, they kept putting up animated pictures of different objects humping. We were paralyzed. Luckly my parents weren't home when this was going on because they would have killed me for talking to them.