By the age of 16 I always envisioned what I wanted. Back then it was just a young stud with black hair and blue eyes with a 6 pack Lol Then I went through the stage of blonde surfer dudes and their still hot! he he

but now that I am older and have different wants and needs in life. I’m only 19 too young to be thinking of children as such. I don't mind kids I love em'. (My niece is so gorgeous! Just thought I would mention that. Lol) My boyfriend has a 2 and a half year old son from a previous relationship. I don't mind honestly. I mean you can take someone as they are or you can stereotype them? I love my boyfriend for everything he is not what he could be. Him as a person.
It’s probably silly to have a lil fantasy of us but I do anyway.

The thought starts and he surprises me coming home to South Australia. We're dating; he's working. Things aren't always perfect like in fairy tales. So there are times when I pretend we have sad moments and we do in real life but not as many as the happy times. And as the years go by and we change and mature in our relationship and our love. By the time I am 22 he proposes and we marry by the time of 25. I thought this day would never come. I can imagine the butterflies I would feel on my wedding day and the gorgeous dress I am wearing and him in his black and white suit. Looking like a complete stud. Well handsome I don't want to sound too passive. And then by the time I was 25 and married I got pregnant. What a shock. But a blessed one. Only to find out we were having twins. I don't know why but that has always been apart of the fantasy Lol While I am pregnant our love deepens on this level I don't understand. Must be a love a mother or father and child have that’s so understanding and always there. This is true in real life. When I am lost he finds me. I feel he'll always be there. There’s this one lil fantasy where I am sitting on his lap on the sofa and he's showing me this house he designed for us both and the babies move and its like its meant to be. And then this one day early mourning like 11am I am out side talking to my current landlord as we haven't moved out yet because the house was having its final touch ups... Someone asks me what I am doing today and I reply. "Im going to have a shower" and at that time my water breaks. Yet I feel no pain during birth I guess that’s all part of the fantasy ha-ha.

And that’s where my fantasy has finished off so far. But I am sure there are plenty more things to fantasize about. he he

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