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okay so im gonna do everybody here on thoughts and in the world a favour. im gonna stop coming to you guys...and im gonna stop complaining....and im gonna stop coming to you when my wrist or my side or somewere where ive cut myself is bleeding....i know theres something wrong with me....ii know that i shouldn't have been let out of that physic ward...and when i cut im a different person which means im crazy....and yes i should be back in a physic ward...i should be in some padded room or strapped to a bed....because i can't stop myself from cutting....right before i wrote this i cut bad in 4 places my wrist twice and my side twice...ya i know im telling you guys that i cut again...but its part of what im trying to say....i couldn't stop....my wrist is open pretty far....and i can't stop shaking....i think that i should either end it or just call up the cops and get them to take me to the hospital...personally i think i should end it and if i live i guess im gonna be in a physic ward the rest of my life...but now that i stopped cutting i don't know if i can start again....i guess because im back to myself...im sorry im such a pain....that i can't forget the past....i just wanna die....and i keep saying that to everyone....and they keep telling me not to....im suicidal...im depressed (maybe even bipolar)....and i have a split personality....fuck im complaining again....okay i think i should just stop writing now...i might be back on...probably...or maybe i wont come back to thoughts and i don't mean that im gonna kill myself....even though i might
i also wanted to say thanks to everyone who has commented on my blogs i don't really write anything back to you guys anymore...means alot to me that you read my blogs....thank you |
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Posted by lilD16 on 2008-08-06 17:31:55 | Rating: | Views: 68
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Oh my god...just message me next time you can ok. I really want to talk to you
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Posted by ponder_this
on 2008-08-06 18:31:42
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hurm....don't go. ur blogs were just startn' tah get interestin' there luv. oh and certain.....backstory and special guest star's o' your life have made sum appearances....very...interestin'. i hope yah dun kut too deep though.....think...think how kewl it'll be when yah be in yah thirty's like, lookn' back on how yah used tah be....see'n who yah be know....ya'll be amazed yah still breathin' still blood within them veins a yours....come now.....yah can find misery within or without tha' body....why not try and find sum beauty in da world. let it seep inta yah pores like redness a' before......let life seep in fer a bit, let it all drown yah.....a smile kun go a long where der kiddie, smile at a stranger today....
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Posted by bloodintheeyes
on 2008-08-06 19:36:43
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WHAT ARE U TALKING ABOUT? i love reading ur blogs. besides...why would u want to be perfect? honestly, i love flaws. there interesting. Plus, no ones doesnt have flaws you know? so why should anybody judge someone on them. anyways..
and dont stop complaining. because thats what this place is for. to let out everything and talk about all ur problems and the best thing about it is..people dont judge u for stupid shit.
- Nova
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Posted by xmidnightxwingsx
on 2008-08-06 20:47:43
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please dont leave us. you begged me to stay now it is my turn. things are fine. people here dont judge you in the least. you know i am always here for you. please just give it time. do what you need but know people here love you.
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Posted by xscarstellstoriesx
on 2008-08-06 23:24:41
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Let me second that WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?You haven't done anything wrong.You have people here who want to help you.Please let them.No one is judging you.None of that matters.They are the stupid ones.The ones who don't understand and so they choose to be assholes.Well screw them.I complain all the time.We're human.We have flaws.None of us are perfect.If we were, would we be on thoughts talking about our problems?No, i didn't think so.You don't belong in a physic ward but if you need help, outside help, don't be afraid to ask for it.People are here to help you and are here to listen.Let them.
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Posted by Wickedlovely826
on 2008-08-10 14:28:40
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